The things I supposed to do..

Horrible 2 days, still can't sleep yet.. walhasil I got Panda eyes on my face ! *damn

oke.. i dunno what should I type..

just, today i was thinking a lot of things, the shit things always spinning around inside my head until now..

it's like hangover with the pains still stuck inside my heart, unhealthy body for couple weeks.. what a day man !

last, tiba" terpikir buat SAY GOODBYE TO KITHCEN !

what the hell's goin on??? I dunno.. ga jelas...kyk gw sekarang..ga jelas...ahahahaa

I love cooking

Painting and drawing also..

but sebenarnya apa yg paling gw suka?? still the same answer is TRAVELLING !!!

deep inside gw msh pgn jadi reporter kyk yg dulu gw impiin...ahhahaha

5 years to 10.. still reporter wanna be... *ahiiwww

then 10 years to 15.. still same,, reporter...reporter...reporterrrr

and it stopped in my 16...

CHEF???

berubah haluan... ternyata bukan reporter.. *jeddaarrrr

berasa keilangan jati diriii...

17 choose this campus..

then on May 2013,,only 1 month before my ages change into 21, FIX GRADUATED !

only in 4 years,,my whole life changed !

bnr" lg krisis kepercayaan diri gw sekarang...

I don't have any achievements with my knifes while I'm using my chef jacket...

but with my paints?? my camera?? and my pen with the papers??

don't ask it..

i miss it.. 

miss the moment when i was writing the imagination in my head...

see my right hand's writing and it feels like a beautiful dance to me..

every words...

hhmmm....

and with the paints while i was drawing or painting..

should i leave them??

drawing or painting upon a plate it's different. *bener bedaaa

***** TO BE CONTINUED*****

peace, love and keep writing ! ;)

Rachmi Nur Arfah Syahidah Djaenudin. H. Mukhsin